Soul Murder
You know I don’t think Murderface was far off when he said “women…they are soul murderers” I give up. I seriously give up. I’m not gay, or Bi, but my faith in the other sex has been shaken to the foundations I think. Another Apparent fantasy of Adolescent proportions has come crashing down and I feel bad that I was ever a party to something so pointless and Immature. What the fuck is the fucking point of anything. I hate my Job, I hate being single, I hate having no prospects, I hate myself. Seriously Is anything worth living for? You could call me a coward if I killed myself but to be perfectly honest I couldnt give a shit. At least I’d have had the guts to Put a poor miserable wretch out of his misery. Fuck it all seriously. What the fuck is the point in bothering anymore. I can’t even taste the jager anymore. I don’t hear the music. I just want to shuffle off my mortal coil without a fuss and without disturbing anyone.
