ok ok so its been a few days.
Well like the title suggests, its been a couple of days since I posted anything, this is basically because nothing of interest has really happened. I’ve painted my room a bit. I visited a writing group near me. Thats about it.
But! I can’t become complacent about writing, no matter how mundane the topic is. Besides I’m currently bored as my character on warcraft, is levelling his weapon skill on immortal monsters. So I have nothing to do but write hah.
I was quite bummed to find out that Rebecca isn’t having her party anymore, I was looking forward to it. I don’t really get out much you see, It’s rare that Stan and Peach will do anything other than play on warcraft. And when they do go out, its to Ste’s flat in Newcastle. I should explain here that for whatever reason, Ste’s girlfriend doesnt like me. That apparently means that roughly 5 years of friendship, count for nothing. The whole “Bro’s before Ho’s” thing is a concept lost on him. So! I don’t get invited to their get togethers. Hell I don’t even get told about them untill someone lets slip about something that happened. This means that, like I said, I don’t get out much, so Rebecca’s party was looking inviting.
I have to call today about Incapacity Benefit. Oh I didn’t mention that I was removed from Job seekers allowance for that brief dabble at the Lab job? When I told the Job Center it was about my depression and anxiety they just told me to apply for Incapacity. They didn’t say whether I’d get on it or not though, and I’ve been told that to qualify you have to be literally at death’s door. So I’m apprehensive.
However Tomorrow I have an interview to work in the local Supermarket (lol). Hopefully it’ll be part time work that I can do untill I figure out what the hell I want to do with life. There was one thing the doctor said last monday thats stuck with me and that was “You still have your whole life ahead of you, you’re only twenty, you don’t have to make any big decisions RIGHT now.” I was actually a little relieved when he said it. I’m kind of thinking about College and University again. I’d maybe like to teach History but I have to get used to working again before I could do that. Then after the interview I have my counselling session at the Doctors. I’m quite looking forward to having someone impartial to talk to, though a little anxious too.
Ah well theres a week in one post for you folks.
Stay Safe
BP
