First of All, An Apology.
I should apologise for last nights very brief,…er…bulletin you could call it. I didn’t really wanna list the details.
Today hasn’t been too bad. I slept in quite late considering my new sleep pattern. Had a nice breakfast and logged onto WoW for an easy day. Then I looked at my post from last night and I remembered what was going on. I have to say I feel fully betrayed, nothing short of it. For those reading this that don’t know me too well, Betrayal is something I really can’t tolerate. Even if it was for a good reason, it still shows distrust. and it breeds exactly the same. It’s left me feeling quite hollow I suppose, like my stomach is a precipice that my heart is dangling over by a thread. Nevermind. My Brother and Cousin took me out to a Chinese Buffet in Durham which was nice. Since getting back I’ve achieved a few objectives I set myself in Warcraft and overall I’m feeling better about stuff.
Still a bit apprehensive about the doctors tomorrow. I get the feeling my mum is gonna want to come with me. Not sure how I’ll feel talking to the doc about depression with my mum sitting next to me, cos she’s like all mothers. Ask why something is the way it is and why it can’t change and start to put words in your mouth. Nevermind, we’ll see how it goes. Better get back to WoW and my cool cool beer
Stay Safe Folks
BP
