haunted and crazy.
Well hello there. I didn’t think this dusty place was still inhabited. Nevermind, like spring brings new life so I shall bring something fresh to this Blog!
So! Wow! The last post I made was in April last year? Thats nearly a year ago, geez. so much for the once a week thing huh? So yeah, its 1.30 in the AM and I’m not so much wide awake as just unable to sleep. I’m tired - but I can’t sleep. Aint that a kick in the head…actually that might do me some good.
Well here it goes. I met someone (well in the flesh) on saturday night after a bit of back and forth on facebook. and well, I can’t get her out of my head. It seems she’s taking over every waking hour. What makes it so bad is that I havent really spoken to her since Saturday, and I’m so freakin terrified of doing it incase she thinks I’m comin on too strong or something and bolts.
Its the strangest thing, whenever you hear someone talking about being smitten its alikened to butterflies in their stomach but for me its like a pit that my heart is falling into. I close my eyes and I see her face remember the feel of her skin. Ok I sound like a murderer or something now but you get the jist, remember the last time you saw someone who totally floored you? Anyway, what does that all have to do with sleep, well it all comes together when I lie down and close my eyes, I think about her and how beautiful she is and that pit in my stomach opens up my heart tumbles down into it, a big lump forms in my throat and my mind runs away with itself and I struggle to drift away to sleep. I’m haunted and going slightly crazy
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“Desperate to make contact,
terrified by a visage so pure.
frozen a beautiful Gorgon had glanced at me
my soul forever stolen by you.”
On a totally different note.I’m investigating Laser eye surgery at the moment and have my first consultation tomorrow (yeah I know I should be in bed). I’m kinda looking forward to it. I have alot on my “shopping list” too, aside from the “surgery”, I aim to buy a new suit tomorrow if I’m lucky! Then come the tattoos yis. Laura (Stan’s Girlfriend) is designing me something involving Thor battling with Jormungandr - The Midgarde wyrm! sounds quite awesome to me and I look forward to seeing the end result.p.s if anyone can link me some pictures of celtic/saxon/scandinavian knotwork then that’d be awesome.
Well that is all for now, I suppose \i better go try not to think about her too much and get some sleep
